y did i chose a black template over the brighter 1's?because black reflects my thoughts right now.....i can think but i cant think wat i think.and i defintely cant rite about wat i think.call me a bad writer,but that y im here...2 bcom a betr 1...or maybe jus to pour out my black thoughts in and endless space called the web,hoping that wat i write might someday make sense to me and some1 else out thr who thinks and feels like me.

i always have this moments once in a while , maybe after watchin a good movie , or after a good conversation or jus maybe an image that provoked me to think a little bit more than one usually does on a normally granted day.these moments always forced me 2 open a book and strt writing but i nvr did....until now....